Remember about my aunt who I wrote in my previous entry who was in the ICU? A weeks later she passed away in the hospital.It happened so fast that all of the family members are still trying our best to get on with life.

Reminiscing back...11/2/09
The last voice that we heard from her was on her birthday,3 days before she left us.This was what she said,"Mak...Ana rindu mak.Terima Kasih ye semua.." Honestly,we thought she said that because she was touched for what we did on her birthday.Yes,her daughter,netty and nieces bought a cake for her and do up a simple yet sweet birthday card for her.Never we did expect that that will be the last birthday gathering for her.

2 days after that,I received a call from my mum that my aunt was in a bad state.She has been put under 100% oxygen.Even the doctor said,they could not do much but to give her antibiotics so as to help her up.Later at night,all of the family members who were at the hospital suddenly felt so tired though it was friday night.They wanted to go home but I felt like staying so I decided to accompany my last aunt who was waiting for my uncle to pick her up.While waiting,my last aunt(who I address as Bibik) stayed by my sick aunt(who I address as Wak Ona).A few things happened during that stay but I thought it was nothing.That night was the last night I saw Wak Ona opening her eyes and see me and Bibik for the last time.:(

14/2/08.All of the family members have plan to meet up at the hospital in the afternoon to visit Wak Ona but we did not expect that we will be visiting her in her daughter's home.At around 12.10pm,the nurse called my mum to tell her that Wak Ona was in a very bad condition and want all of the family members to come down as soon as possible.In less than 10 minutes,the nurse called again to deliver us the sad news.Shocked,sad,regret?Honestly,I was having all those mixed feelings in my heart.My mum and I ran down to Kak Netty(Wak Ona only daughter) house to break the news to my grandmother and her.Both mother and daughter heart drop,crying.The most sad sentence I heard from Kak Netty and my grandmother(Wak Ona's mother) was "why didn't you wait for all of us..why?".Yes,that sentence played on my mouth a few times when I went out sitting down on the chair at the void deck alone.This sentence came in too,"Why I did not sleep with her on the night before when I was with Bibik?"..

I know no use saying all this now because it has happened and I know everything that happened has been written.Like they said,we plan but the one who decides is ALLAH SWT.I am sad over the lost of Wak Ona.Very.You know what..she had her last short holiday trip with me and my grandmother.Remember the trip to Johor?The one that I went with my aunt and grandmother only??Yes,the aunt was Wak Ona.I remember before she was admitted to the hospital,she called me and asked me to follow her again to Johor if she is going.I have never decline.The last treat that she treated me and cousins was Burger King.When she said she wanted to eat Burger King,cousin Tity and I went down to Tiong Bahru to get it for her and ourselves too.

She loves Taufik Batisah as much as I love him as an Idol.She will keep on telling me that Hady Mirza wants her but she declines.She loves to hear Taufik Batisah songs.She loves to eat the Lemon Ice Cream so much that I remember during her stay in the hospital,we have to sneak in the Ice Cream just for her.Wak Ona has never been stingy.She loves everyone so much.

Alhamdulillah,everything is over.