Your decision
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 12:30 AM
So,I guess this time round it will be for real.A week more for me to actually face to the truth that you will actually go.Yes,you did inform me in advance but why must you keep quiet when you have the answer with you?Hm.Perhaps you think that your leave will not make any difference to me OR it will make me more happier.Not knowing that actually,it do leave a big difference in everything.
You asked me in your message if I am alright.(No I am not.)You told me in your message that you are leaving for good.(Yes,for your future.)You told me that it would not be of any difference.(No,it will do have differences.).
Sometimes I am really confuse with what you actually want.Why must we argue on little things that will affect everything between us?All I want is for you to be happy and know that we can work things out in any way so long as we are sincere and patience in it.Is ego that important to you?Or.You hate giving in and take?
I am left with nothing to say because I know that whatever I say will never change anything.I shall just let nature takes it course.Whatever going to happen,I shall just let it be if you choose to be in that way.
We shall just hang things this way,shall we?
If this is the best,
For you and for me,
I shall receive it,
All just for your happiness...
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Eat Eat Eat
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 9:56 PM
The previous week was pretty alright,and well,work can never be that pretty alright because definitely throughout the day,there will be hiccups.I am immune to it already.On the other hand,I am very much grateful to the collegues because they will definitely help one another if things are not working well so kudos to that!:D.
Let's talk about weekends.I guess I spent my weekends like a tut!On friday,I had my dinner with my princess-es and later had supper again.I wonder when am I going to stop all this eating supper.I want to stop but it is un-stop-able.HAHAHA.As soon as I reached home,I slept.WOW.The next following day was breakfast and later sleep.Good life eh?haha.Later,in the afternoon,the family decided to go out to Joo Chiat.Again,we had family dinner.After dinner,we had supper at around 12 plus over at Holland Village(only strictly cousins!).HAHAHA.Laughed-talked business and I really mean business and a lot more.At 4.30am,it was to Railway Station makan place.Fat-Fat-Fat,I know.I guess,I shall not continue on to Sunday story because it was about the same.heeh.Sunday meal was satay,ketam and liver.hahaha.Okay,enough.:D
My mum is making a lot of noise at me for not being able to control my food.Now,you see,it is not that I cannot control,and I would really want to control but it is the hand.They have this word said "reflex something".I cannot really recall the biology term of it.Heeh.Then again,I promise to myself that I really HAVE to control it because the month is coming,so I am left with nothing much.Heh.:D.
This week will be my hate-test week!So many things to clear.This is what being plan:
Monday - after work,have to go down to the maid agency office to get the letter.
Tuesday - after work,have to go to the west side to get my CPF (singpass thingy).any idea on other outlet that can get the singpass besides online?
Wednesday - after work,to Bukit Batok to get the necessary things done.(I have too or else,again,my mum will nag.)
Thursday - FREE!(tentatively!)
Friday - after work,I am planning to stay longer at work,to clear my end month report.(if necessary.).Then later to meet the cousins for some movie session.(tentatively!)
Not pretty pack,I guess,but the hate-test part is to travel to the west side.Haiz.No choice,I guess.:(.
Anyway,just sharing,a friend of mine,Tia,sent me a message which I guess pretty much touches my heart.(ahem!)."....Every person that passes by my life,has a space down in my heart.It has already been proven that your name is being craved in my heart thus if one day,you were gone or have to go,please trust me that you are leaving a hole down there.".Wah!Touched.very touched.:).(tell you,when tia sends that kind of message it can be nothing good but sure she has something to ask for.umm..:P.joke!).
Okay,night people.
Oh! I miss Erianti daughter of Mr Bambang Herman.:)
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