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Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 4:04 AM
better start believing...
ramadhan is leaving us soon.
:(.
ramadhan is leaving us soon.
:(.
now.ramadhan is leaving us soon and well,have this sentence ever cross your mind,"Will i be able to see fasting month again next year?".:).well,we plan but ALLAH SWT makes the final decision.. so,let's us do more good deeds in this last few days of ramadhan and may we still continue doing the good deeds forever..insyALLAH..:)
my dad is coming back soon in less than 12 hours.too bad,i am not able to fetch him from the airport because school starts in the afternoon.i think he is coming back alone.or maybe.my mum will fetch him.never mind..my mum will settle that later in the morning.and.i am sure that i am going to ask him to get me that "plaything".i hope by the 2nd week of raya that "plaything" will be in the house.:).insyaALLAH..
okeyy.BREAKING NEWS!(for me atleast!)
my house is finally DONE with the spring cleaning.like FINALLY...:).this is the 1ST year,we managed to complete 2 days before hari raya.now,we are only left with the kitchen but my mum forbids us(my sister and i) to touch the kitchen because she is going to do a ONE-WOMANSHOW!heehh.:).she is going make the house like a "palace" before my dad comes home.you know,my dad acts like a "supervisor" and it makes my heart and head pain when he starts seeing a tiny-little-grey dust!very.that is how "particular" mr rasid is.haizz...so,i'm thinking of a way to "escape"..huahuahua.:)
aunt is progressing well now.alhamdulillah.visited her last friday and the most funniest thing she said to me and mir was that,we smelled like a "kambing"..urgh!hahhaa.just because for break-fast mir and I ate a "kambing"..hahha.honestly,i am happy to see her smiling and laughing.i believe she will do fine..insyaALLAH..:).
okey.it's 4.27am now.
time for sahur.
till then...
take care...
my dad is coming back soon in less than 12 hours.too bad,i am not able to fetch him from the airport because school starts in the afternoon.i think he is coming back alone.or maybe.my mum will fetch him.never mind..my mum will settle that later in the morning.and.i am sure that i am going to ask him to get me that "plaything".i hope by the 2nd week of raya that "plaything" will be in the house.:).insyaALLAH..
okeyy.BREAKING NEWS!(for me atleast!)
my house is finally DONE with the spring cleaning.like FINALLY...:).this is the 1ST year,we managed to complete 2 days before hari raya.now,we are only left with the kitchen but my mum forbids us(my sister and i) to touch the kitchen because she is going to do a ONE-WOMANSHOW!heehh.:).she is going make the house like a "palace" before my dad comes home.you know,my dad acts like a "supervisor" and it makes my heart and head pain when he starts seeing a tiny-little-grey dust!very.that is how "particular" mr rasid is.haizz...so,i'm thinking of a way to "escape"..huahuahua.:)
aunt is progressing well now.alhamdulillah.visited her last friday and the most funniest thing she said to me and mir was that,we smelled like a "kambing"..urgh!hahhaa.just because for break-fast mir and I ate a "kambing"..hahha.honestly,i am happy to see her smiling and laughing.i believe she will do fine..insyaALLAH..:).
okey.it's 4.27am now.
time for sahur.
till then...
take care...
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get well soon please..
Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 3:37 PM
it's around the corner.
:)
I decided to write an entry a little earlier this week because i doubt so i will be able to write it on Monday because dad will be back in town.so MOST of my time will be especially for him.(yeaahh right!).hah.moving on...
Firstly,thank you so much for the concern people who asks about how is my aunt progressing?:).alhamdulillah,she is out of ICU and she is progressing a little better but still the doctor advised that they place her in the RESP I.C.A unit to closely monitor her condition..i think the I.C.A unit,is one grade lower than ICU.whatever it is,i just hope that she will not go back to ICU.insyaALLAH.and recently,i have been keeping myself a little busy with visiting aunt.when school starts at 9am-12pm,i will go after that or if school starts at 2pm-5pm,i will go before 2pm.i have to admit that it is tiring,but whenever i visit her,the feeling of tiredness is gone because i know aunt is keeping her spirit strong-fighting against it.get well soon pleaseee.:).
now.i am so frustrated with my dad.urghh.
he was supposed to be back in Singapore today but it was canceled because one of the machine in his company is not working.like WTH lahh.serious serious.i mean his colleagues cannot repair the machine is it??!!airholeee.worst.he flew off to Hanoi yesterday to get new machines.wahh...now the things that i want HIM to get for me(hehehe) going to be delayed.and.the HOUSE!!!there are some things in the house that he needs to amend..haiz..dad will only be back on Monday.2 days before raya.i do not know if i can fetch him upp.(sorry papa..:))
*house without a man is difficult.i think.
oh.
again.i have not yet buy my baju kurung.
though dad bought us one there but i want the Singapore onee..
so insyaALLAH,Sunday.
too bad.i HAVE TO tahan with the crowded places.
till then...
take care.
:)
I decided to write an entry a little earlier this week because i doubt so i will be able to write it on Monday because dad will be back in town.so MOST of my time will be especially for him.(yeaahh right!).hah.moving on...
Firstly,thank you so much for the concern people who asks about how is my aunt progressing?:).alhamdulillah,she is out of ICU and she is progressing a little better but still the doctor advised that they place her in the RESP I.C.A unit to closely monitor her condition..i think the I.C.A unit,is one grade lower than ICU.whatever it is,i just hope that she will not go back to ICU.insyaALLAH.and recently,i have been keeping myself a little busy with visiting aunt.when school starts at 9am-12pm,i will go after that or if school starts at 2pm-5pm,i will go before 2pm.i have to admit that it is tiring,but whenever i visit her,the feeling of tiredness is gone because i know aunt is keeping her spirit strong-fighting against it.get well soon pleaseee.:).
now.i am so frustrated with my dad.urghh.
he was supposed to be back in Singapore today but it was canceled because one of the machine in his company is not working.like WTH lahh.serious serious.i mean his colleagues cannot repair the machine is it??!!airholeee.worst.he flew off to Hanoi yesterday to get new machines.wahh...now the things that i want HIM to get for me(hehehe) going to be delayed.and.the HOUSE!!!there are some things in the house that he needs to amend..haiz..dad will only be back on Monday.2 days before raya.i do not know if i can fetch him upp.(sorry papa..:))
*house without a man is difficult.i think.
oh.
again.i have not yet buy my baju kurung.
though dad bought us one there but i want the Singapore onee..
so insyaALLAH,Sunday.
too bad.i HAVE TO tahan with the crowded places.
till then...
take care.
though he is heavy
but
i miss him..
Goldberg.
:)
but
i miss him..
Goldberg.
:)
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everything happened for a reason.
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
for all i know...
I am not yet ready to face the worse.
I am not yet ready to face the worse.
as much as i am tired now, in my mind i am worrying over lovely auntie condition.i know that i cannot do much in helping her out of the pain.lovely auntie was transferred to ICU from the normal ward just now in the morning.you have no idea how panic the family was when we received a call from one of the nurses.
lovely auntie was admitted on Wednesday.she was normal for 3 days till today when certain things just have to happen.she was fine for the first 3 days but i do not understand whyy suddenly her condition got worse.i admit that i am not strong now.i am weak because i am seeing a strong lady lying on the bed having all kinds of needles being poked in her hands and worse,she needs to drink/eat through the using of tube.whyy.whyy must it be now.
you know what.during this last few days of ramadhan and also the night of "lailatul qadar",i pray to ALLAH SWT to give my lovely auntie and family a last chance to be a happy family again.give her a chance to be strong again like what she always used to be.and lastly,i pray that ALLAH SWT will allow us be together on this coming "lebaran".i know that i might be asking for too much but we all know that "we plan but the one who decides is ALLAH SWT." honestly,whatever outcome it is we will try our best to accept it because we know ALLAH SWT loves us more than anyone do.
but.i am disappointed with myself.seriously,i was full of hope(s) when lovely auntie was in the normal ward but when i saw her just now,i have started to lose the hope(s) that i used to hold for her.i do not know why but i just feel that the hope(s) that i am holding is fading away from me..i do not want that.i really do not want.i want my lovely auntie to get well soon and out of the ICU.i want to see that sweet lovely smile on her face.the jokes that she made.the nonsensical words that she loves to say.the kiss that she always give and the care and love that she always shower us with.i want to see and hear all of that again.please.
"Ya ALLAH,sesungguhnya berikanlah kekuatan kepada makcik ku dan juga diriku.semoga kita dapat menghadapai segala dugaan yang kau limpahkan pada kami semua.Dan kuatkanlah ketabahan dan kesabaran kami pada bulan ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini kerna sabar itu separuh daripada iman kami Ya ALLAH..tolonglah aku Ya ALLAH...sesungguhnya akulah hamba mu...Amin..."
*seeing my lovely auntie just now reminds me of late grandfather.
p/s:sorry if the entry sounds draggy.i just need a "place" now.
lovely auntie was admitted on Wednesday.she was normal for 3 days till today when certain things just have to happen.she was fine for the first 3 days but i do not understand whyy suddenly her condition got worse.i admit that i am not strong now.i am weak because i am seeing a strong lady lying on the bed having all kinds of needles being poked in her hands and worse,she needs to drink/eat through the using of tube.whyy.whyy must it be now.
you know what.during this last few days of ramadhan and also the night of "lailatul qadar",i pray to ALLAH SWT to give my lovely auntie and family a last chance to be a happy family again.give her a chance to be strong again like what she always used to be.and lastly,i pray that ALLAH SWT will allow us be together on this coming "lebaran".i know that i might be asking for too much but we all know that "we plan but the one who decides is ALLAH SWT." honestly,whatever outcome it is we will try our best to accept it because we know ALLAH SWT loves us more than anyone do.
but.i am disappointed with myself.seriously,i was full of hope(s) when lovely auntie was in the normal ward but when i saw her just now,i have started to lose the hope(s) that i used to hold for her.i do not know why but i just feel that the hope(s) that i am holding is fading away from me..i do not want that.i really do not want.i want my lovely auntie to get well soon and out of the ICU.i want to see that sweet lovely smile on her face.the jokes that she made.the nonsensical words that she loves to say.the kiss that she always give and the care and love that she always shower us with.i want to see and hear all of that again.please.
"Ya ALLAH,sesungguhnya berikanlah kekuatan kepada makcik ku dan juga diriku.semoga kita dapat menghadapai segala dugaan yang kau limpahkan pada kami semua.Dan kuatkanlah ketabahan dan kesabaran kami pada bulan ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini kerna sabar itu separuh daripada iman kami Ya ALLAH..tolonglah aku Ya ALLAH...sesungguhnya akulah hamba mu...Amin..."
*seeing my lovely auntie just now reminds me of late grandfather.
p/s:sorry if the entry sounds draggy.i just need a "place" now.
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so special
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 2:47 AM
i like
RAHIMAH RAHIM.
and i know..
this is so random!
moving on....
RAHIMAH RAHIM.
and i know..
this is so random!
moving on....
i am writing an early entry this week.like 2 days earlier,i guess.:).well,maybe because i have the feeling that i will be lazy to update on Monday morning.so it's alright,let's just continue on since i have a lot of things to talk about.:)
so,how did my meet up with a primary schoolmate goes?FANTASTIC!i was so much looking forward to it last Thursday.and.i could still remember her reaction when she saw me standing outside her class.hahha.as always,she still look adorable.when i say that i really mean it.her 2 cheecks,wow!..never change and honestly at that point of time i felt like pinching it...(sorry,afro!).we did not get to talk a lot because we talked during our break time.but i believe that we will get to see each other more often since we are in the same school.hah!from a classmate to a schoolmate.:).afro afro...why lah you tembab?.heehh.seriously,i was glad because after 9 years,we get to see each other again.
p/s:afro!hari raya come.MUST!our mum MUST meet up.hahaha.
On the other hand,on Thursday evening,i broke my fast with dear diploma coursemates.we decided to dine at Lau Pa Sat and settled for seafoods.sadly,musH and louis unable to make it but heh!"REMINDER!!you guys are being missed okeyy..:)".Oh!we also celebrated Umar's birthday.it was an early celebration because that bro is going to embark into his new working life on Saturday.:).his 1ST flight.and i wish him well.:).
Amazingly..he gave us a surprise too.and.honestly,the surprised that he gave is still VIVID in my mind.hahha.:).I know that one day,he will definitely settle down but i did not expect that it is going to be soon.real S-O-O-N!:D.let's just wait for the card and ahemm..."VIP sits can bro?":)).
*again,i met my primary schoolmate,fareez.(nice seeing you fareez..after 5 years!heh..:))
*diploma coursemates you guys are AWESOME BUDDIES!:).
so,how did my meet up with a primary schoolmate goes?FANTASTIC!i was so much looking forward to it last Thursday.and.i could still remember her reaction when she saw me standing outside her class.hahha.as always,she still look adorable.when i say that i really mean it.her 2 cheecks,wow!..never change and honestly at that point of time i felt like pinching it...(sorry,afro!).we did not get to talk a lot because we talked during our break time.but i believe that we will get to see each other more often since we are in the same school.hah!from a classmate to a schoolmate.:).afro afro...why lah you tembab?.heehh.seriously,i was glad because after 9 years,we get to see each other again.
p/s:afro!hari raya come.MUST!our mum MUST meet up.hahaha.
On the other hand,on Thursday evening,i broke my fast with dear diploma coursemates.we decided to dine at Lau Pa Sat and settled for seafoods.sadly,musH and louis unable to make it but heh!"REMINDER!!you guys are being missed okeyy..:)".Oh!we also celebrated Umar's birthday.it was an early celebration because that bro is going to embark into his new working life on Saturday.:).his 1ST flight.and i wish him well.:).
Amazingly..he gave us a surprise too.and.honestly,the surprised that he gave is still VIVID in my mind.hahha.:).I know that one day,he will definitely settle down but i did not expect that it is going to be soon.real S-O-O-N!:D.let's just wait for the card and ahemm..."VIP sits can bro?":)).
*again,i met my primary schoolmate,fareez.(nice seeing you fareez..after 5 years!heh..:))
*diploma coursemates you guys are AWESOME BUDDIES!:).
Yesterday,was another awesome dayy.:).broke my fast with MPA cliques.it's been long since we last met and just now was a good time for a short update.:).after S.L.J,made appointment with ros and we went to the banquet together.met the others there and my "apple dipper" got teased so TERUK just now.hah."habiskan O level dulu okey,apple dipper?.haha."..i miss them.REALLY.they are the ones who knows me well..and i hope this year raya,"apple dipper" will be the organiser.:).
till then...
take care..
till then...
take care..
(they are MY SPECIAL people.:))
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9 years...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 2:31 AM
alhamdulillah.
after 9 years..
my prayers answered.
:)
guess what!
after 9 years..
my prayers answered.
:)
now.
guess what!
after 9 years of losing touch with one another,
we are back together.
yes,dinie(primary schoolmate) managed to get hold of..
NUR DIYANA YAACOB!!!!:).
we are back together.
yes,dinie(primary schoolmate) managed to get hold of..
NUR DIYANA YAACOB!!!!:).
this is how the story goes...
Dinie and Diyana are my primary schoolmate over at Xingnan Primary.:).bestmateS!sadly,we lost contact after i left the school and that was when i was in primary 3.so after i left,Dinie left (see..she just can't live without me.:P) and Diyana was "all alone" in that school.i managed to contact Dinie back,when i was in Primary 6,and we lost touch AGAIN.tired of it,i decided to leave it to ALLAH SWT..amazingly 3 years later,we got hold of one another again with the help of Sufi's birthday and Sufi is Dinie's primary school bestfriend.see...small world right?
Later,Dinie and I have been trying our ways to find Diyana.R-E-A-L-L-Y!:).we get so sad when we could not even find her in friendster.There were some times when my sister told me that she saw Diyana but do not know if it is her and there was once,when i saw someone who looks like her but did not approach for i afraid i was wrong.furthermore,the place was crowded.Again,i decided to leave it to ALLAH SWT,because i know one day..we will meet up with Diyana but it just not the time yet..
Who would have expect that 15 September 2008 is the DAY..:D.alhamdulillah..Dinie is really lucky to have bumped into her and thank you GEYLANG BAZAAR.:)).(that was where they bumped into one another.hahha..).Dinie messaged me as soon as she got Diyana's number.I'm glad that Diyana and I have messaged each other!!:).yey!!.
Now...you see.Diyana and I are SCHOOLMATES AGAIN after 9 years....hahhaha.We had a good long conversation just now and she told me that she is in the same school as me.lagi WORST,she actually had her lesson last week in douby gaut and the lesson was held just next to my class.how INTERESTING....hahhaha.the fun part is after 9 years,we are going to meet each other this Thursday since both of us are having morning lesson over at douby gaut.beeessssstttt...:).so looking forward to Thursday!:D
you know what..
this is what i have been waiting and wanting.
and seriously..
i thank ALLAH SWT for giving me all this..
perseverance and patience do play a BIG ROLE.
alhamdulillah...:D.
Dinie and Diyana are my primary schoolmate over at Xingnan Primary.:).bestmateS!sadly,we lost contact after i left the school and that was when i was in primary 3.so after i left,Dinie left (see..she just can't live without me.:P) and Diyana was "all alone" in that school.i managed to contact Dinie back,when i was in Primary 6,and we lost touch AGAIN.tired of it,i decided to leave it to ALLAH SWT..amazingly 3 years later,we got hold of one another again with the help of Sufi's birthday and Sufi is Dinie's primary school bestfriend.see...small world right?
Later,Dinie and I have been trying our ways to find Diyana.R-E-A-L-L-Y!:).we get so sad when we could not even find her in friendster.There were some times when my sister told me that she saw Diyana but do not know if it is her and there was once,when i saw someone who looks like her but did not approach for i afraid i was wrong.furthermore,the place was crowded.Again,i decided to leave it to ALLAH SWT,because i know one day..we will meet up with Diyana but it just not the time yet..
Who would have expect that 15 September 2008 is the DAY..:D.alhamdulillah..Dinie is really lucky to have bumped into her and thank you GEYLANG BAZAAR.:)).(that was where they bumped into one another.hahha..).Dinie messaged me as soon as she got Diyana's number.I'm glad that Diyana and I have messaged each other!!:).yey!!.
Now...you see.Diyana and I are SCHOOLMATES AGAIN after 9 years....hahhaha.We had a good long conversation just now and she told me that she is in the same school as me.lagi WORST,she actually had her lesson last week in douby gaut and the lesson was held just next to my class.how INTERESTING....hahhaha.the fun part is after 9 years,we are going to meet each other this Thursday since both of us are having morning lesson over at douby gaut.beeessssstttt...:).so looking forward to Thursday!:D
you know what..
this is what i have been waiting and wanting.
and seriously..
i thank ALLAH SWT for giving me all this..
perseverance and patience do play a BIG ROLE.
alhamdulillah...:D.
"thank you ALLAH for the the special day yesterday..:)."
till then..
take care..:)).
take care..:)).
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