Your decision
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 12:30 AM
So,I guess this time round it will be for real.A week more for me to actually face to the truth that you will actually go.Yes,you did inform me in advance but why must you keep quiet when you have the answer with you?Hm.Perhaps you think that your leave will not make any difference to me OR it will make me more happier.Not knowing that actually,it do leave a big difference in everything.
You asked me in your message if I am alright.(No I am not.)You told me in your message that you are leaving for good.(Yes,for your future.)You told me that it would not be of any difference.(No,it will do have differences.).
Sometimes I am really confuse with what you actually want.Why must we argue on little things that will affect everything between us?All I want is for you to be happy and know that we can work things out in any way so long as we are sincere and patience in it.Is ego that important to you?Or.You hate giving in and take?
I am left with nothing to say because I know that whatever I say will never change anything.I shall just let nature takes it course.Whatever going to happen,I shall just let it be if you choose to be in that way.
We shall just hang things this way,shall we?
If this is the best,
For you and for me,
I shall receive it,
All just for your happiness...
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Eat Eat Eat
Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 9:56 PM
The previous week was pretty alright,and well,work can never be that pretty alright because definitely throughout the day,there will be hiccups.I am immune to it already.On the other hand,I am very much grateful to the collegues because they will definitely help one another if things are not working well so kudos to that!:D.
Let's talk about weekends.I guess I spent my weekends like a tut!On friday,I had my dinner with my princess-es and later had supper again.I wonder when am I going to stop all this eating supper.I want to stop but it is un-stop-able.HAHAHA.As soon as I reached home,I slept.WOW.The next following day was breakfast and later sleep.Good life eh?haha.Later,in the afternoon,the family decided to go out to Joo Chiat.Again,we had family dinner.After dinner,we had supper at around 12 plus over at Holland Village(only strictly cousins!).HAHAHA.Laughed-talked business and I really mean business and a lot more.At 4.30am,it was to Railway Station makan place.Fat-Fat-Fat,I know.I guess,I shall not continue on to Sunday story because it was about the same.heeh.Sunday meal was satay,ketam and liver.hahaha.Okay,enough.:D
My mum is making a lot of noise at me for not being able to control my food.Now,you see,it is not that I cannot control,and I would really want to control but it is the hand.They have this word said "reflex something".I cannot really recall the biology term of it.Heeh.Then again,I promise to myself that I really HAVE to control it because the month is coming,so I am left with nothing much.Heh.:D.
This week will be my hate-test week!So many things to clear.This is what being plan:
Monday - after work,have to go down to the maid agency office to get the letter.
Tuesday - after work,have to go to the west side to get my CPF (singpass thingy).any idea on other outlet that can get the singpass besides online?
Wednesday - after work,to Bukit Batok to get the necessary things done.(I have too or else,again,my mum will nag.)
Thursday - FREE!(tentatively!)
Friday - after work,I am planning to stay longer at work,to clear my end month report.(if necessary.).Then later to meet the cousins for some movie session.(tentatively!)
Not pretty pack,I guess,but the hate-test part is to travel to the west side.Haiz.No choice,I guess.:(.
Anyway,just sharing,a friend of mine,Tia,sent me a message which I guess pretty much touches my heart.(ahem!)."....Every person that passes by my life,has a space down in my heart.It has already been proven that your name is being craved in my heart thus if one day,you were gone or have to go,please trust me that you are leaving a hole down there.".Wah!Touched.very touched.:).(tell you,when tia sends that kind of message it can be nothing good but sure she has something to ask for.umm..:P.joke!).
Okay,night people.
Oh! I miss Erianti daughter of Mr Bambang Herman.:)
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2nd week
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 2:00 AM
Work has been pretty alright,pretty tired.Again,I am trying to make an effort of going home between 6-7pm this coming week onwards as I need to spend more time with my grandmother who has been discharged from the hospital,3 days ago.She is not well and is on the road to recovery.As a grand-daughter,I would want to give her the best medicine that is to atleast visit her everyday after work.
Last Friday,met with Nisa to have our long awaited Soup Tulang over at Beach Road.The plan was to have Sofi with us too but Sofi had to attend to a last minute urgency,so she gave it a miss.Haiz..:(.Anyway,that night,was a night full of meat.Hahaha.I ordered Hot Plate Beef Steak and Soup Tulang.Hah.I was too full that I had to share the Beef Steak with Nisa.Heh..:).It was such a nice "catch up" moments with her.She is planning to grab Sofi and I to Johor on this coming public holiday,Labour's Day.InsyaALLAH,would be able to so long as I inform my mother in advance.Well,it is just a day trip out of Singapore.Heh..:)
Yeah,the house is getting a little bit busier this few days with the preparations going on here and there.It will get much much much more busier as the days goes by.I swear,it will.InsyaALLAH..Besides that,I am also planning for a 21st Birthday,this year and I really hope that it does not clash.:)
This coming week will be a pretty busy week.I might be on leave on Wednesday,for there is an appointment that needed to be settle on that day.On Saturday,will have an another appointment together with my sister and cousin.Haiz..sometimes I wonder why do we have so many things to do yet so little time to clear on it.Haiz.."That is life..",they said.:)
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Now,can I start throwing my tantrum??
I am extremely pissed off with certain people who simply do not know how to appreciate their LIFE!A friend of mine messaged me this morning,telling me that my friend said something about me.My friend said that I was not there for her when she needed a friend to console her,to talk too.LIKE WHAT THE "Fish"!Is she stupid or crazy?!Who was there to take the tissue for her to wipe her tears?!Who was the one who asks her if she is alright and want to talk about it and ended up I was the one who kena "FISH" by her??HAH!Chicken!Now,want to blame me for not being a good friend when she was the one who chided me..Blooody shit!It is good enough,I keep mum about it as I do not want anymore arguements.I am just praying that one day,ALLAH swt will open your eyes,and let you see which is real and which is fake.For now,I think you are blinded by the tiff that you just had with your what-so-ever ah!
One more!Another crazy friend of mine,think that she can run away from problem by doing stupid(real stupid!) stuffs.This one worst ah.Will never take in my advice.NEVER!I have tried consoling her but failed.Same thing,ended up I kena "Fish" by her.WAH!
I am also one stupid friend.Kena "Fish" already,still can bear with it.I wonder who has I inherit this patience genes from.I doubt so from my mother because she can be impatience.Dad?ummm.Unsure about that.Hah.Now,I have already make up my mind and I think it is for the best for everyone.When they call,I shall just answer them to what they want.(applicable to those 2 friends only!).I want to cut the conversation short for it will make things better.
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*Jangan memilih aku,bila engkau tak sanggup setia.
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so long.
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 10:00 PM
Finally,Delis found her time in updating her blog.:).My bad,for not updating on this dusty blog of mine for 2 months.Honestly,this 2 months have been full of ups and downs.My working life has been pretty alright but it pains me when I have to actually keep on re-training new people that came to my workplace.I really hope that it will not change anymore.Just stay!haha.Well,happy news coming ahead and I shall reveal it a bit only as it is still under discussion.haha.
My daddy is in town now.:D.Worst still is,my dad scolded (not really scold lah,but he disagree) me when he saw my hair.Urgh!My soon to be brother-in-law(ahemm.:)),helped me coloured my hair a week before my dad came back to Singapore.I thought,he would not noticed it because it was not really obvious,but sadly,my dad did and he was not really happy with it.How??I can only keep quiet when he advised me not to.(How to,when I already dyed my hair??).hehe.Anyway,I did not replied him anything but just keep quiet.:).
So,my mum's birthday is tomorrow and honestly,I have not get any gift for her?Die!She will sure says this,"Umm..yelah.Birthday mama kan dah tak important..tak apalah..biar mama duduk di library..".I shall translate okay,"Umm..ya.Nevermind,my birthday is no longer important.Just let me sit in the library."Yeah!She loves to say that.I do not know why.Hahaha.Well,we shall see how things go later as there are "guest" discussing about the date for the happy day.:).
Okay,can I update more later?I think I am needed for now..Hahaha.:D.
Oh!I am a happy owner of an Itouch.:D
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 8:34 PM
Whatever it is,I have to think for myself too.
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