Alright..Will update once I touched down.cheyy cheyy.:D
And so,the jet is leaving in 6 hours time?heh..I am leaving for a short trip to Vietnam.Family purposes.;).I am a little worried of things in office actually.Haha.I am really hoping my colleagues would be able to handle things up.insyaALLAH.:).
Next,fasting month is in 2 weeks time.WOW!I am really looking forward to it.I shall be a much more obedient girl in this upcoming fasting month.heh..:).insyaALLAH.
Okay.I do not know what more to update...Umm..Shall end here since I am a little lost now.Hah!
Enjoy Your Weekends Please.:).
*Every email I received from you brings in more happiness to every single day of mine.:D*
So the ending of World Cup 2010(WC 2010) is in a day time,like finally!heeh.I do not deny it that WC 2010 is great but hearing about soccer everyday can be interesting but tiring too.Furthermore,this year WC 2010 is full of surprises hah..Haha!May the best team wins!:D
Alright.A new look is given meaning I am ready to move on.Staying put down there would not bring me any good because I think life is short and I have to make full use of it.Whatever decision I have made has nothing got to do with revenge or what-so-ever,because I do this for myself.Well,sometimes if you keep considering about people,you will realise that you will feel numb when you encounter the internal pains.heh.Thus,decision has been made with full of thoughts.:).Oh,just let me bump into the other party again,because I believe I will be literally fine after that.heh..:)
Well,air ticket booked and confirmed thus I am leaving in 3 weeks time.:).Oh,listen first.This is not a holiday but to run errands for the upcoming event.Talking about that,dearest sister "BIGGIE" day is coming.Excited?heh..There are more to prepare..
Updates on grandma.Praises to ALLAH SWT,she is happier staying at home compared to the hospital.I am glad that she still wants to use her oxygen tube because a couple of days after coming back home from hospital,she do not want to use it but she encounters difficulty in breathing.The family do not blame her because we know that she felt uncomfortable having that tube around her.Whatever it is,we just want the best of health for her and praying for her everyday is unavoidable.
Plans for later will be a picnic over at East Coast Park with the cousins.I am praying hard that the rain will pity us so as not to pour on that day..I need some new air and free my brain from thinking about work!:(.They want to cycle so much but I am lazy to do so.Hahaha.Well,we shall see for later..Cousins,all ready hah!;)
Looks like I have to run now.The eyes are getting heavier but the song of "Berteman Rindu" are forcing me to open up my eyes.Hahaha..
Oh!I am on twitter now.heeh.Do follow me if you have one too.Or update me yours so I will follow you instead.Heh,it does not make any difference,anyway.Hahah.
Goodnight!
Grandma condition is not stable.At times she will be alright and at times she will not.Her reactions sometimes can be scary and sad.Doctors did not say much before grandma voluntered herself out of hospital just that they encouraged us to be strong and to stay by her side always.I was down by their words everytime I get an updates from my aunt but as times goes by,I realised that by being sad,I am just letting my grandma worrying about me.Thank GOD,I have lovely people around me who gives high motivational words to me.Thank you people for being there.Much love.:).
Work has been heavy lately.Appreciate the bosses understanding to let me off early if needed too.(but then again still the same lor..work work work until I did not even realise that I am exceeding 6pm!.urgh!).Anyway,so far it is still manageable but still an upgrading is needed somewhere...insyaALLAH.:)
Ok.I better get myself running fast because it is late and rest is needed.Crucial,I guess.:P.
More updates on facebook.:).
So,I guess this time round it will be for real.A week more for me to actually face to the truth that you will actually go.Yes,you did inform me in advance but why must you keep quiet when you have the answer with you?Hm.Perhaps you think that your leave will not make any difference to me OR it will make me more happier.Not knowing that actually,it do leave a big difference in everything.
You asked me in your message if I am alright.(No I am not.)You told me in your message that you are leaving for good.(Yes,for your future.)You told me that it would not be of any difference.(No,it will do have differences.).
Sometimes I am really confuse with what you actually want.Why must we argue on little things that will affect everything between us?All I want is for you to be happy and know that we can work things out in any way so long as we are sincere and patience in it.Is ego that important to you?Or.You hate giving in and take?
I am left with nothing to say because I know that whatever I say will never change anything.I shall just let nature takes it course.Whatever going to happen,I shall just let it be if you choose to be in that way.
We shall just hang things this way,shall we?
If this is the best,
For you and for me,
I shall receive it,
All just for your happiness...